I DID IT!!

The beginning of my success story.

Yesterday, I did something that, up until a few months ago, seemed like an impossible feat. Yesterday, I survived my first defense. And by "survived", I mean I didn't trip on my way to the presentation room, I didn’t faint while presenting and I’m here giving you the gist.

As I entered the room, thinking about the fact that I’m going first, my mind was racing with worst-case scenarios. What if I stumbled over my words? What if I forgot to answer a question? What if I don’t know the answers to their questions? So many “What if” questions came running through my mind like a water pushed by wind and waves forming a tidal current.

But then, something magical happened. I took a deep breath, reminded myself that I'd prepared for this moment, and walked up to that front like I owned the place (or at least, like I owned a really nice Oraimo necklace)!

Unto say I wanna bless your screen tonight 💘

The questions came flying, and I answered them with a confidence I didn't know I had. Okay, maybe not confidence – but at least, I didn't sound like a total crazy person! As the first person to present, I was used as the “scape goat”. The questions came flying that one of the judges had to tell the rest that the questions are getting too much. But guess who answered everything correctly!!!

As I left the front, I felt like I was walking on clouds. I'd faced my fears, and I'd come out on top.

So, if you're reading this and you're about to face your own defense, here's what I want you to know: you've got this. You've prepared for this moment, and you're going to nail it.

And if all else fails, just remember that it's okay to be a little weird. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm going to have PTSD from this experience, but hey – at least I'll have a good story to tell!

How was your first defense experience? Share your stories, tips, and tricks in the comments below!

So random, but I’m going to report my friend to you, I told her to make a video of me while presenting but she didn’t. She owes me a plate of food for that.

Thank you for always reading my unfiltered thoughts and gists, I love you so much my gist partner. See you next week 🫶💘.

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