Do it scared!

Hey baby

Good evening ny gist partner, I’m sorry I’ve not written to you for some time…please forgive me.

I have something to tell you, but before I do, I want to say I’m sorry once again, and I hope you really do forgive me! I missed you so much….

Back to what I wanted to tell you,…..I started content creation…fully!

So, a few weeks ago, I decided to stop overthinking, I decided to stop waiting for the perfect time and just start. I told myself, “You know what, I’m going to be consistent with content creation. yeahhh I was waiting to get myself together and get the perfect equipment but I realized that if I keep waiting, the time may never come…so I decided that, no fancy camera, no big setup, just with what I have, just my phone and my heart.

And I did it. For 10 days straight, I showed up. I posted, edited, brainstormed, and repeated. Was it stressful?Absolutely. There were days my body and brain screamed “Rest!” and my heart whispered “Just one more post.” But somehow, I kept going. And funny enough, I started enjoying it.

Do you want to hear the sad truth? The response hasn’t been massive, infact the response isn’t encouraging at all….some posts barely move, the highest I’ve had so far has been 1k views and that’s on one post…other posts has been stuck on 300 views, and sometimes I still wonder if people are even seeing my content. But maybe that’s what it is about…..maybe growth isn’t always loud. Sometimes it’s in the quiet discipline of showing up when nobody’s watching.

One thing I’ve learnt is that, starting small doesn’t mean you’re not good enough, it just means that you’re bold enough to begin. And I’m grateful I did. Grateful for the process. Grateful for the few people who engage. Grateful that I’m building something, slowly but surely.

So if you’re reading this and you’ve been waiting for “perfect,” this is your sign. Start with what you have, where you are, how you can. Even if it’s just your phone. Even without a good background or location. Even if it’s just you cheering for yourself, or you and your family engaging.

Because one day,…..the world will catch up.

See you next time, gist partners 🥺✨💘.

I’m not engaged don’t worry 😅…it’s just that I love this picture a little too much….have a wonderful night rest my love 🌹